Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Bad Mood

Everyday when I am alone with myself (I mean doing nothing, although this never happens) this question comes up for some good reason, who am I? why am I me? etc.. I think this very question makes me religious which is a good thing. Let's leave this here since it would make saint out of me if I tell you more. There are a lot of me's in me but I classify myself broadly as Abhilash and munna. Munna is an above average kid with notable talent in many things. He had a good fun filled childhood. He was basically sincere, studious and good at whatever he did. There was other side of munna that came out when he was not under surveillance, this me was wild and rebellious. Munna in his teens developed lazyness, moody behaviour and so many me's. Depending upon the mood each me would come out. Munna could not control the different me's that came out and they took matter into their own hands. While munna was hoping to see himself as a great person when he grows up the different me's shattered his dreams. Munna realized that he is just an ordinary person and trying to make a difference in this world. Slowly this sadness in him killed a few me's. Those were the me's that were really crazy(I think they were full of life and joy). Abhilash is what people think munna is. Now since munna knows what people think about him he tries to be like what they think he is. I know this is pretty confusing so here is an example. If someone thinks that munna is well behaved from what they heard he behaves well in front of them just make them feel what they heard is right. Since people change and behave according to situations I think that majority is authority rule might fail to say if a person is good or bad.