Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Multiple Person's in Order

Everyday when I am alone with myself (I mean doing nothing) this question comes up for some good reason who am I and why am I like this etc.. I think this very question makes me religious which is a good thing. Let's leave this here since it would make saint out of me if I tell you more. There are a lot of me's in me but I classify myself broadly as munna and abhy. Munna is an above average kid with notable talent in many things. He had a good fun filled childhood. He was basically sincere, studious and good at whatever he did. There was other side of munna that came out when he was not under surveillance, this me was wild and rebellious. Munna in his teens developed lazyness, moody behaviour and so many me's. Depending upon the mood each me would come out. Munna could not control the different me's that came out and they took matter into their own hands. While munna was hoping to see himself as a great person when he grows up the different me's shattered his dreams. Munna realized that he is just an ordinary person and trying to make a difference in this world. Slowly this sadness in him killed a few me's. Those were the me's that were really crazy(I think they were full of life and joy). abhy is what people think munna is. Now since munna knows what people think about him he tries to be like what they think he is. I know this is confusing, here is an example. If someone thinks that munna is well behaved from what they heard he behaves well in front of them just make them feel what they heard is right. Since people change and behave according to situations I think that majority is authority rule might fail to say if a person is good or bad.        

Monday, August 29, 2005

Interpretation of Dreams

I get dreams almost daily. I never cared to interpret them. I heard someone say dreams don't repeat. But once in a blue moon I get the dream of a fighter plane or alien spaceship crash into my neighborhood I cannot say it is the same dream but the theme of the dream is same. I did some research and found that a dream is just pictures and not a movie, when we wake up the brain makes a story out of those pictures. I can't fathom why I always feel that I see the live dream while its just pictures. May be the frames of the dream picture are at a slow rate and the brain boosts it and adds graphics and makes it watch able.  So there are two departments one makes pictures and the other edits it. Now why do you remember some and forget the others? May be it’s because not all the films are hits, you remember only those dreams that are hit you forget the flops. This also answers why dreams don't repeat!